今天 是我的生日
哈哈10月7号
现在的我也一定在忙着些什么
但也要把写好的这些给你们看
老字号
感恩 感谢 我的兴迷们
今年是兴迷这个称号 诞生的12年
不容易 真不容易大家
谢谢你们
谢谢你们为我的生日做的应援 谢谢你们为我租借的每一块LED 谢谢你们以我的名义做慈善（我更希望你们能写自己的名字，等以后告诉别人你们是我的兴迷）谢谢你们喜欢我 谢谢你们支持我 谢谢你们给我写信 谢谢你们让我身在何处都能看到你们的身影 谢谢你们对我的守护 …（插播一条 杭州演唱会上 唱生日快乐歌的组长们 辛苦了 别老看眼色 想唱就唱 你最闪亮）
诶没完了 太多太多 一言难尽 这里就不一一道来了 不然 写不完
妈
20几年前 我的出生 也让我老妈是煞费了功夫
不容易真的
而且最近我发现老妈是一个神奇的存在 她和你在一起的时候 一直在和你说话 不管你听没听
她这一开口 就没完 然后你就觉得吵 然后你就觉得她懂啥呀 再然后你就觉得她老管你
诶 其实吧 她吵你 因为怕你听不见 我们不都是低头族嘛 也没有太多眼神交流 带上个这样那样的耳机 她也只希望 用嘹亮的嗓音说出她的道理 能让它误打误撞 进几条去你耳朵 传递予大脑 只希望你好她对。有时候 她确实不懂 但她站在她的立场上 想保护你 不希望你在任何地方受到任何伤害 因为她心疼 她又对。她管你 是因为她看不到你 是她现有的经验之谈 她看你一在外 闯拼 没有安全感 怕你误入歧途 她还是对。（我这是结合我自身来说哈 ）
而她也会是我们的天使 在我们真正无助时专属于我们的避风港湾 （这里说的是有责任心的妈妈们）
我妈常说的一句话 妈妈不能实习 妈妈不完美 当妈妈是一辈子的事 希望我开心快乐幸福健康 诶 咋办呢 咱们 做儿女的 多多理解吧
学习
我的一位导师 他是一个很随性的人 他学美术 总会送我小礼物 介绍古玩
我觉得他是一位艺术家
他和我说了一个事 让我印象深刻
说老祖宗留下的很多话里 有一句话 其实没说全 就被大家广泛的传播使用
“大恩不言谢”
这位我的导师告诉我其实 这一句话说全了 应该是
“大恩不言谢，必成仇。”
这话题 说大可大 说小且小
但也别盲目感恩 感恩这一盲目 就容易被人利用 或者被人小看 当我们有所成就的时候 怀一颗感恩的心 感谢一切 也一定要感谢你自己
生活
早晨起床 还是习惯性的 听到共鸣声的开屏音 和那习惯性 打开就会发出兹低音炮的黑色桶子 不觉得吵 反倒觉得有律动
按下按钮 红色信号灯亮时
轻轻的 敲击黑白色柱体 跟随指尖
想想昨晚哼唱的那一缕
徘徊在脑子里一会儿 继而忘却 再来一次全新的实验
在这个不算大的空间里 我似乎是这个空间的主人 我掌管一切喜怒哀乐 悲欢离合
又似画家 描绘一幅幅鸟语花香 一幅幅美轮美奂 我想这个空间是我的专属空间 这个世界是我的专属世界
她让我找到自己的雷达 告诉我该如何飞 该飞向哪
这些是我觉得属于自己写意的生活
用她 开始新的一天
我一直在准备着……
成长
这一两年过得很快 我成长的也很快 我也是一下子干了好几行干的事 说不上出色 但也算是尽心尽力 不足不够那确实
但有一部分成绩 成长也让自己乍舌
一切来得太快 太多 我如何承受 机会来了 我还接得住么 我一直在问自己
为什么？
因为我害怕迷失
我不断的告诉自己 自己的梦想和目标 夹杂着大家对自己的期待 我不愿停歇 哪怕是一小会儿 压力大到自己会喘不过气 或者睡不着 我想大家在不同行业也应该有同样的烦恼和困惑吧 我们一起加油哈
寻找方式
人和人之间 最重要的是什么
（此处响起无数次提到的“信任”）
那是2015年版本
2016年 人和人之间 最重要的是交流
而交流最重要的是表达方式
因为表达方式的不一样
直接影响到最好的好坏结果
我在寻找一种表达的方式 她可能为我传达到更多 更远的地方 她不能俗套 不能敷衍 不能司空见惯 … 她是一种表达方式 她无色无味 看不见 摸不着 却又如此重要的贯穿我的生活 她没有正解 怎么去寻找答案 能怎么做 ？ 我陷入了沉思
我要出新专辑了 这个大家都知道吧 我自己作词作曲编曲的歌 终于要和大家见面了
我花费了很多时间 很多的心血 参与了专辑的整体风格 选曲 编曲 编舞 到制作 到mv的拍摄 整体故事 衣服设计 专辑的封面 风格设计 也要谢谢在旁边一直帮我的人们
我希望大家喜欢
当有一天 又想起这首歌再听一遍 当某一年 回忆起这首歌的时候 再听一遍……
实在不喜欢 就算了 别逼自己听个几百遍 没必要
这一次发的歌曲 依然是冰山一角
为的就是质量 下面的歌 可以更期待 毕竟一直在做努力的事情 应该近几年倒退不了………吧？我也不知道 且看
我是一个歌手 我会认真对待每一次 工作上的挑战 角色的互换
我要怀着一颗感恩的心
用最好的作品 让你们骄傲的说出你们喜欢的人是张艺兴
用最好的作品 对喜欢我 爱我 支持我 帮助我的人说谢谢
用最好的作品 对这些人说 我爱你
我想
这
应该就是我要找的表达方式吧
你说我这生日作文 写的都是些什么鬼 醉了
继续看mv去了
谢谢
“Today is my birthday
Haha October 7th
Right now I’m probably busy with something
But I have to upload the text I wrote for you all”
An established brand
(1Note: Referring to Yixing’s fans as people who have stuck with him for a long time.)
My appreciation and gratitude go to my Xingmis
Today is the 12th anniversary of the Xingmi name
That’s not easy, really, it’s not easy everyone
Thank you guys
Thank you guys for the charitable things you did for my birthday
Thank you guys for all the LED boards you bought for me
Thank you guys for doing charitable things under my name (Even though I would like it more if you did these things under your own name, then I could tell people that you guys are my Xingmis)
Thank you for liking me
Thank you for supporting me
Thank you guys for writing me letters
Thank you guys for being everywhere I look
Thank you guys for protecting me… (Adding one more: To the fans who sang Happy Birthday to me during the Hangzhou concert, you guys worked hard. Don’t worry about what other people think, you guys are the brightest stars)
There’s no end to this, too much, too much and hard to put into words. I won’t say anymore, or else there will be no end
Mother
More than twenty years ago, when I was born, my mother worked very hard
It’s really not easy
Also I’ve noticed that my mother is a mysterious existence, when she is with you, she will not stop talking, not caring about whether you are listening or not
When she opens her mouth, there’s no end, and then you think it’s noisy, and then you think ‘what does she know?’ and then you think that she is always nagging at you
Actually, she’s being noisy because she’s afraid you won’t listen to her. We are the ‘generation that constantly looks down’ (Note: The generation that is constantly busy looking down at their phones, laptops.), so there’s not a lot of eye communication. When we put on our earphones, she only hopes that she can use her voice to get through to you her opinions, even though she knows that her words are a hit-or-miss to reach you. Her words go into your ears, but she only hopes that you are well, so she’s right.
Sometimes, she truly doesn’t understand, but she still stands in her position and wants to protect you and doesn’t want you to be hurt in anyway, anywhere. Because her heart hurts for you, she’s right again. She’s constantly nagging you because she can’t see you, because she has experience she wants to share with you, she sees you outside of her world and she doesn’t feel like you are safe, she’s scared you will go astray, she’s still right. (This is a compilation of my own experiences ha)
But she is also my angel, when we are truly helpless she is my haven, my harbor of shelter (This is speaking to the mothers who have a sense of responsibility)
A phrase my mom always says is “Moms can’t practice. Moms can’t be perfect. But being a mom lasts a lifetime, hoping that I can be happy and healthy.
Ah, what can we do? Those of us who are sons and daughters, let’s try to understand
Learning
I have a mentor, he is a person who is very casual, he learns art and constantly gives me little gifts and introduces antiques
I think he’s an artist
He told me one thing that affected me deeply
He said among the many words that our ancestors left us, one phrase, although incomplete, has been passed down by generations
‘Not thanking your kindness’ (Note: Literal translation; the phrase means that there are no words to express someone’s kindness.)
This teacher told me that in actuality, the complete phrase should be this:
‘Not expressing thanks for great kindness creates enemies.’
This phrase could mean a lot, or it could mean nothing
But don’t express thanks blindly, if you thank blindly, you could be used by people, or your thanks could be taken lightly.
When we are successful, we should have a thankful heart and be thankful for everything, but also remember to thank yourself.
Life
In the morning when I wake up, I go into my routine. I hear the ka-chak of my phone screen opening, and hearing the black bucket that makes a deep “pop” everytime it opens, I don’t think it’s noisy; to me, it’s rhythmic
When I press the button, the red signal button flashes on
Lightly tapping the white and black columns, following my fingertips
I think of the melody I was humming last night
I wander in my mind a bit
And then I forget
And then I start an entirely new experiment
In this space that is not really big, I seem to be the owner. I am in charge of all of the emotions, joys and sorrows
I am also a painter, depicting paintings of flowers and birds, magnificient paintings, I think this space is my exclusive space, this world is my exclusive space.
She (Note: referring to his life) let me find my own radar, telling me how to fly, where to fly
This is the life that I think I wrote for myself
With her, I start a new day
I’m always in preparation……
Growth
These past few years have passed by so quickly, I also did so many things so quickly.
Although the things I did weren’t phenomenal, at least I was dedicated and never thought something was enough
But there are parts of my achievements and growth which surprised me
Everything came so quickly, how can i endure this? Opportunities are here, will I be able to grab them? I ask myself this all the time
Why?
It’s because I’m afraid that I’ll lose myself
I tell myself all the time that my dreams and objectives are intertwined with everybody’s expectations towards me, I refuse to rest even for a little while, the pressure makes me unable to breathe or sleep. I think that those who are in different professiosn have the same worries and problems as me. Let’s all work hard together ha
Looking for a way
What is the most important thing between people?
(the word that I mentioned, ‘trust’ keeps appearing)
That was 2015 edition
In year 2016, the most important thing between people is communication
And the most important thing about communication is the way you express it
This is because the way of expressing
Can change the end result for the worst or the better
I’ve been searching for a way to express myself. It might be able to relay more information further, she cannot be conventional, half hearted or common… it is a way of expressing, tasteless, colourless, you can’t see it or touch it but also so important in my daily life. There is no right answer to it, so how should I search for the answer? I’ve been thinking about this
You guys know that I’m coming out with a new album
You guys are finally going to listen to the songs that I’ve composed and written myself
I spent a lot of time and effort on it, I participated in deciding the whole concept of the album, choosing the songs, the arrangement of the songs, the choreography and also the production and filming of the music video.
I want to thank the people around me for helping with the storyline of the MV, designing the clothes, album cover and style of the album
The song that I’m releasing this time is just the tip of the iceberg
This song is for quality so you can look forward to the songs that are going to be released next time. After all, it’s what I’ve been working hard on continuously. It’s not going to go backwards………right? I don’t know, we’ll see
I’m a singer I take every challenge I face during work and every role that I’ve played seriously
With a thankful heart,
With my best work, allow you guys to proudly say that you like Zhang Yixing
With my best work, to thank those who are liking, loving, supporting and helping me
With my best work, to tell these people, I love you
I think that
This
Is the way of expressing what I’ve been looking for
What am I even saying in my birthday message
I am going to continue to watch my MV now
Thank you
Source: 努力努力再努力x
Translation by: Dailyexo
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